Weekend 9.26


One of our team meetings this week was horribly unproductive. We were all distracted by the Breonna Taylor decision and feeling sad, angry…helpless. Figuring that we weren’t alone, we researched a few ways to channel those helpless feelings into action, and Syd wrote them up here.

Of course, Facebook erupted. There were the usual (tiresome) cries of “stick to fashion!” and “stop being political!” Obviously, those people are new here. And I’m always blown away by how eloquent and thoughtful some of our readers’ responses can be — thank you for being so vocal.  

But there were also a few (a very few) who, it seemed to me, were actually trying to understand why we are so angry. There were a few who just assumed that we simply didn’t know the facts of the case.

Our anger isn’t only about this one particular decision — frankly, the Breonna Taylor decision was not surprising. But it did bring into focus some fundamental flaws in our justice system.

At a the highest, broadest level, to summarize the Breonna Taylor case thus far, police officers killed a woman while executing a search warrant…and then two were placed on administrative leave, and one was fired as a result.  

Sure, one of the police officers involved will likely go to jail for wanton endangerment (shooting into a wall shared by a neighboring apartment), but for the unspeakably tragic loss of life?


To be clear, I don’t believe that this outcome was the work of an evil, racist grand jury. We didn’t arrive at this outcome simply because the attorney general didn’t care about Breonna’s life. This outcome — which again, not a surprise — is exactly this unsurprising because the outcome followed clearly established rules of law. Under the existing laws, there was no other “just” outcome possible.  

But this outcome doesn’t feel like justice. 

In my mind, part of the application of justice (especially in criminal cases) has to involve the notion of deterrence. Can we make the punishment bad enough to prevent a similar crime? 

In the case of Breonna Taylor, the application of justice did not include classifying her death as a crime. That alone gives me pause. Nor can I find a reasonable deterrent in the outcome. Two police officers were placed on administrative leave and one was fired, but job loss is clearly not the same as the loss of life. It’s not even close.

I think about what I would do if I heard pounding on my door in the middle of the night. If I was woken from a deep sleep to someone yelling, “Open up! Police!!”

I’m 99% sure that the last people I would think were outside my door would be actual police. Frankly, I’d be terrified, and immediately call 911.   

So I have to wonder…why did the police think that the early hours of the morning were a good time to execute this search warrant? In an apartment complex where other people live? In a ‘stand your ground’ state — one where citizens have the right to defend themselves with force? Why did they think that this was their best option? 

Battering down someone’s door in the middle of the night, in a state where the citizens are allowed to defend themselves with guns is a situation that is fraught with danger — for all involved. It’s a situation fraught with danger for those nearby.  

So why was this situation allowed to play out? Why is this situation currently legal?

And what prevents this situation from happening again?

For me, this lack of prevention is the crux of the issue and the source of my anger. We have not addressed the system that allowed this situation to unfold, the system that will continue to allow situations like these to unfold.

According to this Vox article, we execute roughly 20,000 no-knock warrants every year. An ACLU analysis showed that only 35% of these drug raids actually turn up anything, 36% of them turn up nothing, and 29% of the resulting reports don’t mention it either way (leading most to believe that nothing turned up). Oh, and thanks to a little thing called “civil asset forfeiture,” in the cases where police do find illegal money, their department can keep it. Heck, sometimes they can even seize and keep the house.

Unsurprisingly, these no-knock warrants have also caused civilian death and injury (including a 19-month-old who was burned by of a flash grenade thrown into his crib, and a 7-year-old girl who was shot while asleep on the couch).

The history of these no-knock warrants is troubling. It was basically an idea by a Senate staffer in the ’60s, designed to make Nixon look tough on crime. I was shocked to learn that these types of warrants were not something that the police had asked for, something they needed. No-knock warrants were purely a political move. The use of no-knock warrants were later banned by Congress after a series of botched raids (see Senator Ervin’s 1970s argument on how no-knock warrants threaten our liberty — it’s brilliant) but then came back in the ’80s.

And of course, throughout these decades of no-knock warrants, when things do go wrong (and they do)…civilians have very little recourse. As some of us are now learning, it’s very hard to charge the police with anything.

So this system of no-knock warrants, of middle-of-the-night, burglary-style entry by police, of chalking up civilian injury and death as simply tragic accidents — this system has been in place for decades. It’s a system I’ve been able to largely ignore, thanks — I suspect — to my whiteness.

Because that is part of what is behind our angry cries of ‘racism’ now. I have never — not once — been awoken to the sounds of police battering down a door in my apartment complex in the middle of the night. That action, at that time of day, speaks to a certainty that The Police Are About to Apprehend a Dangerous Criminal By Any Means Necessary. I’m not sure what it says about due process, nor innocent until proven guilty.  

And I suspect that police do not often treat white neighborhoods this way. 

An important part of justice — perhaps the most important part of justice — is that all citizens buy into the idea that all people will be treated impartially, fairly, properly and reasonably by the law and by the arbiters of the law.

If Breonna Taylor was your child, would you feel — given the recent decision — that you had been treated fairly by the law? That your child’s life had been dealt with in a reasonable way?

There is nothing fair or reasonable about Breonna Taylor’s death.

Clearly there is a larger inequity at play, and this larger inequity remains unaddressed by our current justice system. This is why I (and many others) are calling for major reforms, and sweeping system change. This is why I support the passage of the BREATHE Act.  

This is also why I cannot just ‘stick to fashion’.

Confronting racism and calling for the reforms of racist systems should not be a political issue.

It’s a human one. 

Support the Breonna Taylor Foundation. This SAY HER NAME tee, designed by the WNBA, donates 100% of proceeds to the Breonna Taylor foundation. (Available in plus sizes, too.)

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Maybe next week will be better. Frankly, gang, I’m not really feeling the fashion part at the moment. If you do need a distraction (and I get it), head on over to this week’s Weekly Sales Report. It’s a really good one. (And if I end up doing a little shopping-research-as-distraction, I’ll pop my finds in there, too. Right now I’m just eyeballing up Parachute’s new waffle loungewear set. I would like to wear that and eat my feelings this weekend. Specifically this pasta…and peanut m&ms.

Oh! One last thing: If you aren’t yet following the story about Tanquerey on @humansofny, get comfy. It’s a totally wild ride — I’m addicted. Start here.




  1. thank you so much for this Shana…please keep helping and letting us know how we can help also…just feel so helpless and hopeless….

  2. Keep up the good work…thank you… and for mentioning the BREATHE act. Fashion is fun but appreciate TME being more than just a fashion site.

  3. Agree! My closet is stuffed, but I keep reading because this is the insight that I truly need. Thanks for your thoughtful commentary—this is real influence.

  4. Don’t stop. Please don’t stop. What does stay in your lane mean, anyway? That statement makes me angry. Fashion is fun. Life is precious.

  5. Well said. I will add that police officer are trained and therefore Professional, right? So why exactly are we not holding them to HIGHER standards than the average citizen? Why are we holding them to low to nonexistent standards?

  6. Thank you for putting into words exactly what I was feeling. And for those that push back on these types of posts, that’s exactly white privilege. The truth Is that these no-knock warrants don’t happen where your readers live. That’s precisely why it’s so important that you use your platform to talk about it. Keep it up. Say her name and all the countless others.

  7. No-knock warrants can happen anywhere in any “type” of neighborhood as it has been put here. They do every day. The level of crime in question is what determines the type of warrant. Most people have been fortunate enough to not experience a misstep by the legal system.

    But some of us have experienced it. The system isn’t perfect and it never will be because there is a human element to it. And even though my family’s life has been forever changed by our experience, I do not carry hate. I do not carry anger. You choose how you react to situations and often your reaction determines if you are actually able to make the change you are going for.

  8. Actually, no knock warrants happen every day and in every type of neighborhood. They are typically reserved for federal crimes. You wouldn’t necessarily know for any reason if a no knock warrant happened in your own neighborhood. You might be surprised actually. Just offering a different perspective. One suggestion would be to visit with law enforcement and understand why and when warrants are used. State Troopers in my state are offering casual talks and ride-alongs so that people can see both sides. I think this is SO valuable. It is important to educate oneself with both sides. My family’s life has been forever changed by 1 bad officer and 1 bad SA but I will never hold that against all.

  9. Thank you, Shana. I am moved by your words. Heart broken by the death of this young woman and heart broken by the absence of justice and the fact that no one – no one – is being held accountable for her death. This is not over. Brianna has touched this nation and she will not be forgotten. I am saying her name daily, several times a day, as are millions of other people. Surely the universe will respond. I want to keep the faith that we shall still overcome.

  10. The reason why I love The Mom Edit so much is that you don’t just stick to fashion. I do love the fashion of course, but am here for the insight/research/resources you and your team have for the important issues also. Thank you!

  11. This will be my last day to view your blog…i will be unsubscribing….while horrifically tragic, the results of the night of her death came about because these people were involved in illegall activity. I have seen the 41 page report. And the police were doing their jobs. I have come to realize i am on completely different side of social justice than you….my family is in law enforcement….

  12. As always, a thought provoking and insightful post that I appreciate. Breonna’s situation is the least clear cut to me. My dad was a cop, so I come from a place where the police are the good guys. That is my reality. I don’t think these officers had bad intentions going into this situation, but the situation itself was a bad one and something needs to change about it. It’s so confusing (for lack of a better word) to me and I find I can’t find the right words to express myself. I am trying to find a way to support black lives without vilifying the police. There has to be a way for me to do that.

  13. It’s quite a statement to suppose that you would never be a recipient of a no-knock warrant because you live in a white neighborhood. That’s suggesting that warrants are not tied in any way to criminal behavior.

    In general, Shana et al, it may be helpful to sit down with some actual cops. They can help you understand things like the timing of warrants, and the tactics, and what it’s like to be the first through that door. A citizens’ academy or ride a long is a great idea. Or just expand your social circle! It helps to realize that law enforcement officers are not “other”. That perspective then allows you to advocate for reform without denigrating the entire system. For me, that’s why the social justice posts here are so controversial- because they lack nuance and balance.

  14. Thank you for writing about these realities. I’m not sure if you’ve recommended it in other posts, but I’m reading CASTE: THE ORIGINS OF OUR DISCONTENTS right now. It’s a chilling look at how CASTE systems, focused on India, Nazi Germany, and US slavery have evolved. It clearly shows how our laws have evolved to continue a caste system in the US. We need to dismantle systematic racism in this country.

  15. Thank you Shana and TME team for talking about such an important topic, as well as other important and non fashion topics. You’re right. This is about humanity. It’s not politics or just a Black persons issue. We all should care. Please keep it up with these types of posts and articles. I appreciate all your research and links too.

  16. You can support black lives AND also support wanting the police to do a better job. They are not mutually exclusive. Our police must be held to a higher standard. Whether that is done with better education or better laws, I don’t know but our country is crying out for and desperately needs police reform.

  17. We contain multitudes. We can enjoy fashion, use it to lift our moods, express ourselves and as a creative outlet, AND we can care deeply about our community, the horrible ills in our country right now and the opportunity we have to vote in new leadership. We can love and respect people in law enforcement while also being horrified by the egregious flaws in the system that means that our Black neighbors suffer more than we do. Thank you for continuing to exercise your considerable talent across these multitudes.

  18. Thank you, Shana and Lex for speaking out frequently and honestly about the state of our country and the rampant racism embedded in every system here. It’s horrific, and anyone who wants you to ignore is simply comfortable in their own privilege. I’m grateful for your commitment to continuing to talk about the importance of BLM and of ending police brutality.

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